needed to be love.

2007-01-25T09:04:00.001-08:00

Well well .. got my off days todae ! haha .. hmmm .. brought alpha to school .. was late n we rush to school . luckily e door still open .. haha .. yupyup .. brought alpha out todae .meet up with feifei at bugis .. after tat went to seiyu buy shoe for alpha .! wanted to buy clothing for him too .. but ... he was too active run here n there loh . end up only brought e shoe for him ..! next time can't bring him out buy clothing ..! got to get for him myself .. yupyup .. after tat went to find caidi brought some acss from her ..after slacking awhile .. went to find esther .. haha ..! ohya .. we went to take neoprint .. was so tiring .. have to carry alpha up n down .. cause we got to choose e background all tis ma .. Lolx .. me n fei take turn carry him .! ya .. went to eat sakea sushi .. alpha enjoy himself so much tat reach home, bath all tis .. auto fall alseep le ..! haha ..gonna get my off day soon again .. wanna buy new years clothing ..! heehee

j0anne Fianlly turn 18 ..

2007-01-15T22:40:00.000-08:00

whaha ..! j0anne finally turn 18 tis year ..!! hmmm.. feel abit proud! haha .. cause i have e lincense to go anywhere .. but not everyplaces lah..!well .. went to bottom up where ah siao pubs is .. open chivas haha .thank cartoon!!. caidi treat me dunno wad shot is its loh n i vomit .! haha .. so pah sei! yupyup .. i enjoy myself.! hmm .. wanted to go devil de .. toopid wonder dun wan to go .. n somemore abit tired le .. end up go home .!! okok .. my actual birthdae .. heehee .. went malaysia shop .. shop n shop ..! brought some clothing ..n accessory ..! haha .. enojoy my trips .! heehee .. ermmm .. dunno wad to say le .. tired le ..!! good nitz !

*Happy Birthdae BaBy...

2007-01-07T23:42:00.000-08:00

i'm back..! well .. now i can blog eveything out for e past few weeks.. hmm .. i have to recalled everything ..shall start from Christmas eve .. Went Alvin house after my work.. my alpha was already enjoying himself over there ..playing with few pretty jiejie.. haha .. ya ..lots of frens was over there .. haha .. alpha enjoy himself soo much ..alvin brought him teddybear.. freddy brought him a big big auto car so called motor lah !! haha..reach home ard 2 plus .. Next day which is Christmas day ..Happy birthdae Alpha.!!woke up ard 3 plus ..actually wanted to bring him to shopping ..too late le.. nvm..! went paris ris escape .. meet up with caidi,jeff brought along quanquan too ..!!haha .. ya .. they both had a great time.. didi N me too haha ..we left e two naughty boy with e guys n we went enjoy ourselves ..!! went to try out e music dance .!!Lol .. its was fun .!!!!! play only a few hrs ..went to meet up my parent den go 800+ eat steamboat.. ya .. after tat went back home cut birthdae cake ... alpha finally 3 le .. mummy love you..!! well after tat will be our mahjong session .. Lol.. play till 3 plus4 .. tat how we spend for e christmas ..!!! Happy birthdae baby!
ALpha 3yrs old le!
he's trying to blow off his 3rd candle..!
quanquan blow off.. haha
cutting cake..!!durian favour!

my.0ne.n.Only.One.

2006-12-13T15:11:00.000-08:00

WEll well .. talking bout my bb alpha .. hmmm .. my bb alpha birthdae coming le..! Dec25.. haha .. n he will be 3yrs old le..Time pass real fast n now he already 3yrs old.. did'nt imagine tat i can really raise him up well ..i may not be a good mother .! but i'm sure tat i'm not a worst mummy !! tat's comfirm..Lol.. for e pass 3yrs,alpha have been staying by my side whether i'm down or happy or stress bout anything .. he maybe irritating at time but he's cute when he irritate you..!! haha ..he will keep asking ..why why why !! he has thousand n thousands why ..!!n he will keep continue pestering you..!! haha ..from e moment i gave birth to him,until he called me mummy n START talking alots .. he do nag too ..! will keep asking me to be careful when i go work .. ! ask me to buy cars for me n many more..!!he really grow up le.. n he learn to speak alots too ..! have to thank my mum for taking good care of him .. taught him to talk all tis.. !! though i did'nt really spend time on him.. but he still stick to me!!!! arg .. sometime i feel very bad bout it ..!! thank god for letting him stay by my side ..! for letting me to give brith to him without anything happen ...luckily i did'nt go for abortion if not ... i'll miss tis cute lil naughty boy..!

ii love my lil-naughty alpha ..! he maybe stubborn but he's my kid afterall..!!
mummy love you..!

*shopping day...

2006-12-06T19:24:00.000-08:00

Well well.. my off day..!! haha.. meet up with feifei early in e morning 10plus ..got appointment to do our hair, went to meet up with caidi first ..been so long i met her n now she already given birth .. brought her son down *quanquan.. quanqaun grow up le...beome macho somemore.. haha .. he's so naughty too..!! haha ..anyway kids r like tat ..! Lol..
ya.. they start doing my hair first coz feifei not reach yet..cut my hair n dye myhair.. haha . hmmm.. quite satisfied with their services.. heehee ..! after tat feifei do her hair too.. rebond n dye .. N is ard 3plus le..n they still doing .. so esther came down meet us .. accompany her to mac n eat n we bring along bbgal too..! left caidi n feifei doing their hair..!! arg .. everything done is already 6plus..so esther left first coz she got to work..!! after everything ..headed down to payalebar to fetch caidi sis after tat went down fareast..actually just wanted to get my bag from there then go bugis .. end up we hang ard at fareast .. brought e same dress together.. heehee ..! lol..oh ya ..i went to pierce my nose!whhahaha..is really drop my tears!! anyway..i enjoy my off days with my darling sis n her bbgal..! she's soo cuute ..!! Lol..gonna meet up soon ..! i love *them..! Lisa .. guess how much i brought e bag ..?? haha ...!!

*sick

2006-12-03T20:29:00.000-08:00

been a week i last blog .. busy working .., busy looking after my bb boy ..! last few daes was having fever ..! my poor alpha .. i can feel tat he's feelling terrible .!got no appetite all tis ...! N he lost weight le .. now he's having flu n cough .. bring him to doctor twice le .. ya..i'll hope he be fine soon .. be like he use to be ..happeractve ..rather den i see him so sianz sianz ..! arg ..! i got sick too .! same flu N cough .. arg .! feeling terrible .. did'nt have my medicine ..! gonna take later..going back for my sleep le .!

i do my crying in e rain ...

2006-11-19T23:32:00.000-08:00

arg ..!! i'm soo angry ..!! i really can't stand anymore ..!! i wanna leave .! but can i ..? i wondering will he let me off .. discuss with my boss regarding my pay all tis, whether can have any CPF all tis .. Talk sooo much cork in e end .. wad he say my standar only can get tis amount of money..WTF..is tis how he treat his worker..?ya,i may be wrong at time tat doesn't mean i can't increase my pay.!! if is like tat i might as well work other places .. as if i can't live without tis job.!! i so vex now!!! so stress ..!! until i really dunno wad to do..!! seem like god does'nt guide me along ..!! n i living in a dunno wad fuckup world ..!! or izzit wad my fate is.. can't i change my FATE..? N he say i can't get my saturdae off anymore! he's someone who only care for himself n his S POWER HOUSE .. i need to look after my bb-alpha..N wad he say..tat's all family problem..!! sianz..! still ask us whether got anything to request anot .. end up also no use .. talk all tis rubbish..arg!! i walk home from work just now ..

Waiting for alpha to come back..Freddy bring him out morning till now .. haha ..thank for taking care of him for me ..!!

men tend to be more aggressive than women..
sooo ?
women can be more aggressive den men too..!!

i do my crying in e rain ..!!

G2 PUB

2006-11-18T04:14:00.000-08:00

i'm off todae ..Guowei msg me in e evening time ask me whether to work for him tonight .. coz he need waitress . so i agree with him.well ..went down his pub,hmmm all right lah e place abit small ba e pub..n plus me there's 5 waitress ..all right lah e waitress there,quite friendly.haha..must say tat e worlds is soo small... Lol .. saw aaron,use to be my Mu cafe customer haha .. now he's my customer again!Lol..N i saw a few frens too!! use to hang ard together ..must be fate tat we met haha..been a long time i last seen my frens ..saw jiankun..he can't rmb my name ..!!! at least he still rmb me ..! Lol .. yaya .. i saw Zhiwei too.. haha ..Crikey HAHA ..! okok .. hmmm.. work 9to 2am.. n i got my commission $16 haha .. plus my 5 hrs pay,1hrs $10 .. heehee ..!! i miss e old days time at MU CAFE ..where we enjoy ourselves there .. it were be a great memories.Tat e place where i noe my besstie FEIFEI n CAIDIn lottas of frens .. haha ..! n we are still contacting..!! haha .. i love them soo much ..!!

I learn to do star with rubberband .

2006-11-16T11:53:00.000-08:00

been doing area cleaning e whole day .. fuck up work ..!! work so hard also no use !! gain nothing ..! nv seen sure a loathsome guy before,worst den previouly i was working at pub much more better ... arg !! forget it ..
anyway haha i learn something todae ..emily taught me how to do star with rubber band ..ya .. i should be abit toopid .. most of e plpp they of course noe how to .. but joanne me dunno .. haha ..! Thank emily taught me paitently,coz i'm a slow learner ..! haha .. anyway thank emily

Area cleaning ...!!

2006-11-14T00:38:00.000-08:00

arg ..!! my back feel soo pain .. ! been cleaning e shop for e whole afternoon .. !polish e mirror .. do all those shit ..!! n gain nothing in e end .. boring boring ..!wanted to find someone to talk to .. but i just can't express my feeling out ..! i dunno why ..!is tis wad called "XINSI" haha .. i'm getting sick n tired of my current job ..my boss just too unreasonable ..!! n i feel so stress working with him!!! he's so cunning sometime .. dunno wad's on his mind ..if i have e power .. haha ..!! i'll sure get rid of him .. just like there's a movie title "death notes" i'll write him name on to e book ... whahaha .. cursed him .. Lol .. nvm .. i'll get through soon ..! Do i get a shoulder to rely on ..? in future ..? I'l leave it to Fate ..

Is all between FATE & DESIINY ..!!
I'LL RELY ON MY BB ALPHA..I'LL SURE he will giv his mummy a good life ..!!

13.11.2006

2006-11-13T00:40:00.000-08:00

13.11.2006

At home now ..doing nothing .. rotting at home again ..!! haha .. bette,dun have to spend money!! can save up for next week .. shopping day ..! haha ..meeting up lisa ..Was shocked todae .. My previous maid came to find me!! miss her soo much .. ya ..E moment i saw her is like .. hmmm .. dunno how to express how .. hmmm .. my tears almost drop out .!! she gave me a tight hugg.. so sweet of her..thought she forgotten us ..!!but she nv .. N she even took out e photo albums tat we took last time .. even have my bb alpha photo when he was still young.. so sweet of her! i wanna get her back ..!! my mum say cannot .!!! so sad .!!
wow .. thank freddy sis .. haha .. she brought clothing for alpha .. N brought him toy cars too ..haha .. thank .. n also thank for looking alpha todae .. he must be bringing u guys lots of trouble .!haha .
yawn ..!! tired le .. tml have tml have to go work ..!!!arg..!!
i wanna be "taitai"haha .
i must be dreaming ..!!Lol

2006-11-07T18:10:00.000-08:00

Working now.Feel so boring .. decided to upload photo from my work place com ..found a few
photos ..i miss e time.. shoopping..haha .. gott to wait for feifei for her holidays .. N caidi g0t to wait her bb full mths n we be able to meet up soon ..!! i feel so stress..wanted to change my current job n switch it to help my frens .. hmmm.. some sort like admit .. be his personnal assistant .. but ..i can't switch until my things settle .. arg !! in e first place i shouldn't work in tis line..! is so complicated now.. even i myself dun even noe how to settle.. how long its too to settle..!Anyway wad done is already done ..! i'm soo hungry now .. my boss say he be cooking for us to eat .! so slow.. !! think shld be coming down le..! gtg bye bye ..

0ut of sudden ..
i can't see my future!!
help me get out of e darkness..!

Thank sweeties ...

2006-11-02T02:26:00.000-08:00

Thank sweeties .. haha .. tis time round i will sure keep update de okok .. ? haha .. !anyway really thank alots .. Oh ya .. rmb lei .. my birthdae go makeover okok ...? must tell melissa .. okok Lisa .. comfirm ..?? We miss out last yrs .. so next yrs we must do together .. !!! is a must ..!!! Lol .. N we'll shall meet up soon too .. so sianz .. tml i off ..no where to go ..!!! so slack at home play onlline casino .. haha ..!! arg .. i lose 20 dollars le .. Lol .. i'll going to win back ..!! haha ..

My darling sis gave birth le ..

2006-10-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

Midnight 1.26am .. n i'm not sleeping yet ..! i can't get to sleep ..!! haiz .. Forget it ..dun feel like typing out ..
shall blog something happy ..!! YUPPY .=} my darling sis .. Caidi gave birth le .. N is a bb gaL .. LoL Feel so happy for her .. carried for 10mths le ..Xinku Ni Le ..! hopefully someone will appreciate ..!!

My darling sis Feifei .. Happy BirthDae .. 22nd years old le .. n0t old lah ..! ! u're still sooo sweet ...!!! heehee ..!Happy happy ..?LoL ..! dunno wad to type le ..! feeling so vex now ..! ! No wan understand how i feel .. maybe we dun even noe how others feel ba ..! tis is wad life is .. hace to gone through up n down ... ! Learn to TREASURE ..! ! i'll Learn.. i may look strong .. i may be weak at time ..! dun bully ME ..! my bb ALPHA warn ..!!!! ii love him ..!!

Love my frens ..!
i'll learn to treasure ..!!!

2006-10-28T08:40:00.000-07:00

Picture which says a thosand words.

2006-10-14T17:07:00.000-07:00

Come let this LISA-MARIE do something for you down here.

i'll post the day when we are togther. i posted this post in my blog too. so i just copy and paste here okay. love you bitch. hope you like it.

14 oct 2007.

happy birthday melissa.

Finally this girls has turn 17.

Went to zoo in the morning with melisaa. joanne. baby alpha. Alpha so big already. the last time we saw him he still crawling on the floor.

Didn't really saw lots of animals. BUT saw lots and lots of different type of monkeys. *MONKEYS MONKEYS MONKEYS. Didn't manage to see SNAKE.

the car ride.

this make me giddy okay.
smile.

sugargirls
joanne. melissa . lisamrie.
she she.
:)).
SWEET:)).
behind me is the giraffe.
("v") love bite !!! ("v")
nice huh?!?!
yea. i almost fell into the pond!!!

:P.

pose!!!
alpha hair.
sugarteens.

hehe. its so long can...

mummy.
trying to be naked.
this is my fav.

reflection.

Actually we didn't really saw most of the animals.

Decieded to go back to joanne house after walking for 4hours really darm tired.

Surfing the net. watching vcds -*thats what we did in the house.

Headed down to Far East Plaza to collect my stuff.. walk around in wisma and had dinner swensen. Order lots of food.

JOANNE you spoil my mood.okay she spoil while i was eating. stupid bitch. LOLX.

Went back to the east around 11 plus. suppose to cut the cake before 12am . but joanne and i ended up pillow fighting.

smell my FEET>>..

took a darm long long time to light up the candles. yes. only we 3 girls . had lots of funn helping each other do facial using creams.

i love kiwi .haha.
took a long long time to light up the candles.

happy belated birthday.
cause it has pass 12 mig night.
take one.
loves my sweetie pie.
take two.
hey!!!!!!

BAO BAO>
perfect!!!
didn't manage to capture joanne.
poke poke poke.
SMASHHH>>>
licking the cream she gave me.

behind the box.

birthday kiss.
mwahh...
hee hee. the feeling is so disgusting.

leftover.
you want some???

cheese pie.

cleaning up.
yuck i'm so soapy.

4 more months to my 18 birthday. 3 more months to joanne birthday. she wants to get a make over done on her birthday.

what about mine???

14 feb 2007 -valentine day.
16 feb 2007 -my birthday.
17 feb 2007 -3yrs 5 months anniversary.

what surprise will dear dear gonna give me again . air ticket??? lolx..